Mr. Meyer Transforms Me into a Man
My worst nightmare, shared by most boys in their teen years, was about to become a chilling reality.
Gym class, the living hell.
Oh God, help me.
Having grown up in the '80s, I was... well... skinny. Arms and legs with toothpick-limbs connecting them. I was far from friendless, but I was naturally reserved, especially around strangers. This was further exacerbated by mySingle mom,who lived like a perpetually-hyperactive chihuahua with Adderall. To put it simply, I was a neurotic coward.
And just on the verge of adulthood, a grown-up boy aged 18, set to graduate at the year's end. In theory, I was ready to take life by its horns and make my mark on the world. But I wasn't prepared to fight if someone tried to hurt me
This type of manhood indeed.
With this history, gym class was my greatest fear. Bullying may be a significant issue today, but back then, it was a crude and frightening change. There was no respite from the sheer brutality.
My traditional strategy to avoid humiliation was to make myself invisible and fuse into the carpeting. The idea was to hope the bulks of hulking jocks would target someone else and direct their aggression towards this somebody else. But this plan required more luck than a lottery ticket.
This fated day was made worse by the first week of the new school year. Gym teachers started with a few days of testing to measure our fitness progress over the year. We had to execute a range of tasks in front of everyone: the number of sit-ups you could do, how many push-ups, how fast you could tackle an obstacle course. And worst of all, we had to show our weaknesses in front of every single person in fifth period gym class.
All eyes would be on me, witnessing my physical inadequacy.
My only chance of survival was to hold back until the end at each station, with the hope that those who had gone before me were already bored with the process and won't pay attention to me. This was a risky ploy, but it was all I had.
Chin-ups were up next. And I dreaded them. I could run ok and had decent core strength. Yet my pixie-stick arms were a never-ending source of shame.
The monitor was... Mr. Meyer. Oh man, gym teachers were sometimes seen as worn-out ex-athletes who enjoyed making students engage in strenuous exercises that would leave them winded.
Mr. Meyer was definitely not that kind of teacher. He had the physique of a professional athlete, as if the Major Leagues were about to draft him to pitch in the World Series. He was a well-proportioned machine. And he was...handsome. The kind of guy who could have easily been cast as the new 007, if only just for his gorgeous exterior. Women and teenage girls alike drooled over him and drew lewd sketches of him in their notes. Teachers included.
At some point, he was in his mid-thirties or maybe older. He was an Assistant Athletic Director, so he didn't teach much. But I had a glimpse of him in the gym teachers' locker room. He taught a few gym classes, and coached something. Every female student at the school was obsessed with him.
His presence made me feel like the most feeble, clumsiest, most inept failure. Worthless in every sense.
So, logically Mr. Meyer would be the one to note my pitiful performance on my weakest talent.
Left with no option, I shuffled forward desperately, not wanting to make any quick movement that could catch their attention. I hopped onto the bar... I miserably failed. Even for my cautious standards, my failure left my cheeks blazing red. In the realm of humiliation, this was a new low. [
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Eyes.
A strange sensation, like an adrenaline rush, overwhelmed my body, and I discovered my grip loosening. I could sense myself letting go, and as if in slow motion, I collapsed on the floor.
Oh my God. Oh my God. OhmyGodohMyGodohMyGod. My life was over. I had just publicly mortified myself in front of the worst audience possible.
Desperation. Oh my God. Had anyone seen? Seen that I didn't even attempt a single chin-up before plummeting off the bar? OhmyGodohMyGodohMyGod. I attempted to make a quick escape. Leave with whatever shreds of dignity I had left, along with the wreckage of my miserable existence.
However, his voice interrupted my thoughts. A soothing, deep-toned baritone. It was him. He was addressing me.
"Son, give me a moment. Could you come here?"
Oh my God.
In a partially conscious state, my head bowed to cover my intense shame. Cautiously peeking, I discovered that every individual in the surrounding area was absorbed in deep teenage conversations. Unnoticed.
I reluctantly returned to him, afraid to face him—or myself.
"Son, today didn't go so well, did it?"
I shook my head.
"Do you think you could... perform a chin-up?"
Why was he going through this? Why was he creating this public humiliation? Why couldn't he let me be?
"Son?"
I mumbled .
"That's an issue, isn't it? Don't you wish you could be as strong as your friends?"
"..." Confusion entered. Friends? So my inadequacy disqualified me from such company?
"Don't you want to be able to... live your life like a mature man? Move furniture, handle your job?"
Disgust. What was he implying?? I'm beneath such standards, my inadequacies somehow forged into the essence of my being. This was the result of my failed (or rather, non-existent) past attempts to lift weights.
"Don't you believe...?"
"SHUT UP." An intense hissing noise broke through, exposing the violent emotions long-suppressed. All of my pent-up frustration, shame, and rage finally spilled out, overpowering my defenses and reigning over me like a wildfire.
Mr. Meyer appeared bewildered by my outburst.
"Son, what's wrong?"
I wanted to scream at him. I refused to accept his care and attention.
"Don't you know... don't you know how pathetic I am? That I'm a failure? That my life is a living hell?” I spat furiously. "The football team, the wrestling team... the debate team... I'm terrified of being taunted in the locker room. They'll drag me to a locker if I'm not careful, or toss me in a bathroom stall and give me a swirly.” On top of my shame, terror consumed me.
Mr. Meyer seemed to regain composure. "Slow down, son. I meant to help you find a way to improve your health. If you're worried about how the other boys treat you, maybe you could try out for a team. It could help you develop strength and... uhh..."
"ARE YOU SERIOUS??" I hurled my whisper at him with surprising strength, adding to my humiliation and helplessness. "I want to be fit. But as soon as I attempt to engage with any team, every person watching would openly mock me. I'm the laughingstock and would undoubtedly be the target of torture. In the locker room, I live in fear of my own locker being used to punish me, or being thrown into a stall and threatened with a swirly."
Mr. Meyer suddenly appeared attentive.
"Easy, now. Here's an alternative solution. Could your father help you? He could throw a ball to you or teach you a few things, if you're comfortable with that."
Snowballing frustration, my feelings of worthlessness weighed me down. I just needed to escape! Run, and never stop.
His big, masculine hand reached out, cradling me with unexpected strength and tenderness. I was stopped by his hand. "Can you ask your father for guidance?"
"He's gone." I hesitantly mentioned to myself. "Divorced my mom when I was six, relocated to the east coast. My older brother has already left home, enrolled in college. And he has always blamed me for ruining the close bond he had with his mom. It's just me and her left, terrified that I'll turn out to be a replicate of my father."
"Hm," Mr. Meyer murmured, absent-mindedly running his fingers through his hair. After a while of silence, he raised his gaze to meet mine. "So, what's your name, son?"
"The name's Troy," I replied.
"Alright Troy. It seems like you're moving towards young adulthood with no guidance. No one should have to go through this phase unguided." Mr. Meyer contemplated for a moment. "Maybe I can assist you. For example, I could teach you how to build your muscles, succumb to your physical needs, and prepare you for any potential physical confrontations. Would you find this appealing? To stand taller and be the best version of yourself?"
I examined Mr. Meyer's face. Surprisingly, he genuinely looked like he wanted to help me.
"What do you mean?" I inquired.
"I mean, I could serve as your mentor. I can guide you through this challenging time in your life. You expressed fear of larger individuals challenging you. To fend this off, I could show you how to work out and take care of your body. Is this what you had in mind?"
Surprised, I was clueless about what to say. My mind raced with thoughts of a man like Mr. Meyer wanting to help a boy like me. Seriously?
"Yes," I chirped, focusing on my gaze on the floor. "I could use that."
"Excellent!" Mr. Meyer looked pleased. "And this is just the beginning! Once you've gained strength, you'll truly feel powerful. Strong enough to look an adult directly in the eye when they're speaking to you."
I blushed, confused by the sudden wave of emotions surging through me.
"But why are you willing to help me? What's your motive?" I demanded, looking directly into Mr. Meyer's eyes.
"Troy, raising a child is a challenging endeavor in itself," Mr. Meyer confidently affirmed. "It's even more difficult when there's no one to guide the child. I'm much older and wiser than you, and see it as my duty to help you navigate this treacherous journey called growing up. You've received a rather unfortunate set of cards. But, you're stronger than you realize. This fiery insolence in your heart tells me so."
I curled up, ashamed. I was overly candid in expressing my negative feelings.
"What's different about the way you approach this than other men?" I queried.
"Well, Troy, I'm a mentor. It's my job to help people reach their potential. You were given an unfortunate start, but you're stronger than you think. All you have to do is trust in yourself." Mr. Meyer beamed down at me. "I'll make an offer to you: Grant me half a year. Let's say by February 1st, you'll see progress and feel like a new man. We'll create a plan and stick to it to facilitate this process. If you enjoy the journey, we'll continue it. Do you feel up to it?"
"I... I believe so."
"Terrific! This is just the start! You need to grow accustomed to bold thinking. The most effective way to do this is by acting fearlessly. With time, bravery will come naturally," my new friend explained. "I want you to inquire: 'What would a hero do?' This will help you develop a bold mindset, allowing you to summon heroic qualities within you. Can you commit to this?"
"I definitely can," I hastily replied.
And... I'm not kidding, this mentor truly inspired me. For the first time in my life, I believed I could transform myself into the heroes I had witnessed in movies or on television. Mr. Meyer... became a genuine hero in my eyes. [What would a hero do?] A hero. I'm not sure if I've ever had any actual heroes around me, but at that moment, Mr. Meyer earned a place in that circle.
Mr. Meyer's enthusiasm radiated through his voice, lending a sense of adventure. 'We're going to climb Mount Everest or swim across the English Channel together.' This is the kind of encouragement that can make one push their limits. 'A mentor I can trust,' I thought, realizing how fortunate I'd become familiar with this hero.
We planned to have our first coaching session on Wednesday. I couldn't stop myself from wondering what to wear the entire night before. The words "What would a hero do?" from him reverberated in my head. I didn't have any suitable gym gear since we couldn't afford it. So, I chose my favorite attire, certain that a hero must feel good about what he wears.
That initial interaction... altered everything. And set the stage for what followed.
I arrived at the sports hall at the predetermined time. Mr. Meyer had advised me to show up after the final bell, making sure that no one else was around. Therefore, I was waiting by myself in the abandoned locker room.
And then, he walked in.
He must've had admin duties or something since he entered without his regular gym attire.
"Troy! Just in time! And all set to go!" He greeted me heartily. "Give me a few minutes to change gear, and we'll be good to start. My wife won't be pleased if I mess up my good clothes!"
"Yeah, sure," I responded, taken aback by his comments. Kids typically don't consider teachers' personal lives at all. "Are you married?"
"Yes, and even have a little girl. She's not that little anymore... growing up so fast. Come follow me while I get ready!"
Mr. Meyer led me into the confidential change area for gym teachers. I had only seen this place through the windows of the main gym. The main part was a compact office with several desks built-in. At the rear was a teachers' and coaches' locker room, accompanied by a bathroom and shower. It was all very simple yet remarkable. It felt like a church of manliness to me. The stimuli of sounds, sights, and even smells overwhelmed me. Apart from the boys' locker room, I'd never been in such an environment. It exuded virility, camaraderie.
Admittedly, this experience may sound childish, but having Mr. Meyer escort me into this forbidden territory made me feel like a new recruit. I entered the Sanctuary of Manliness. My inferior knowledge about gym life restricted me to the boys' locker room, and this place was fundamentally different. It emanated masculinity, brotherhood.
There was so much happening around me, I nearly lost track of Mr. Meyer. He continued to chat about various things, but I wasn't even comprehending them. And then, I turned back towards him.
Oh.
Oh my god.
He was naked.
Naked.
And... he... was...
...so attractive.
I'd seen the male form through gym class, but those were generally boys my age. But Mr. Meyer was... a man. He carried himself with this... muscle frame. Not a bodybuilder, but his body possessed incredible power. His sculpted physique conveyed strength, and respect.
But it was more than that. My mind grappled with the realization that he had... hair. All over his body. I'd been proud of my pubes and the snalls of hair emerging around my nipples. But Mr. Meyer had a full layer of brown curls over his strong chest, which flowed further down his abdomen until it thickened again around his private parts.
Private parts.
Oh my god.
His... manhood.
My nervous system froze. I'd seen male bodies before, but this was different. Mr. Meyer was... a man. He had a gigantic phallus to match the rest of him. Compared to the ample sized teenage penises, this was an enormous piece of flesh.
He reached down to his crotch area, casually shook it off before slipping it into a jockstrap, stretching the summit of his thighs.
With all my thoughts fleeing, I stood awestruck in the presence of this World of a Man. So nonchalant, oblivious of his commanding presence.
As I stood in trance-like admiration, he waited for me to react.
"Uh, are you okay, Troy?" he asked, clearly noticing something amiss.
Oh God. I'm terrified. And even worse, what does he think of me now?
Mr. Meyer studied me, and his gaze seemed to grow gentler. I couldn't tell if this was good or bad, or whether it made me feel better or worse. "Troy, I understand what you're dealing with."
"Um... you do?" I asked.
"The hair. You've never seen a hairy guy like me before, right?"
Feeling my face burn, I stammered, "N-none of the guys I've met look like you."
He laughed. "I get weird looks from little kids at the beach all the time."
I couldn't muster a chuckle. I was overwhelmed with fear, embarrassment, and a slew of other emotions.
Something in his gaze changed slightly. Maybe softening, or maybe I was just reading it wrong. There was a moment of silence while he observed me. Then he continued. "Troy, it sounds like you've had a tough time growing up with no male role models. Let me guide you through a few things. I'd start with this: every guy checks out every guy. We can't help it. It's instinct. Guys in the wild are competitive, hierarchical, territorial. And yes, we're competitive about our cocks. That's just how it is. But you must be more careful. Guys don't like being stared at, even if it's natural. Understand?"
I nodded, still feeling awkward.
"Good job, friend," he teased, ruffling my hair. "Alright, time to get started. Before you know it, you'll get stronger and put other guys to shame!"
And there we were, on a mission to build my body.
What I'll say is, this experience was astonishing. I had a personal trainer helping me become more muscular. Over the following weeks, we designed a program to promote muscle growth while developing overall strength and stamina. Mr. Meyer's ability to motivate me was surprising--he seemed perfect for the role. I imagined this godlike figure screaming at me like a soldier in boot camp, but instead, he was patient, persistent, and knew when to push or pull back. He didn't hold back in sharing his advice.
What surprised me most was his physicality. My upbringing is from the Midwest, where there's typically limited physical touch between people--especially men. But here he was, with his hands all over me, helping me adjust, bracing me when necessary, or applauding me when I nailed a routine. There was an ease in his touch that I'd never experienced.
However, Mr. Meyer's focus was more than just building muscles. He cared about shaping me into a man--both physically and emotionally. He showed me things society had kept from me: how to spit, adjusting myself when needed, how to trash-talk with other guys, and learning to live life with confidence. He believed, "If you miss 100% of the shots you don't take." And that idea stuck with me. It made me less fearful to try new things.
And slowly, as the weeks went by, things started to change. I was no longer a boy; I was emerging as a man. I saw the muscles in me coming alive.
The one thing that never left my mind was that chance encounter on our first day, when we first saw him naked. And it wasn't just that day. He was incredibly comfortable undressing in front of others. Seeing him naked felt unusual to me, particularly because my upbringing considered a naked man to be inappropriate, but I was intrigued and envious of his confidence.
The face I saw in the mirror more and more closely resembled Mr. Meyer's. The shape, the musculature, the powerfully hairy chest.
I was both enamored with and agitated by the memory of his naked form. It seemed like my body craved it. He seemed effortlessly comfortable with his own body and his masculinity.
A few weeks later, the raw strength of his body was amplified even more. The autumn months brought a sudden burst of summer weather, and as the heat began to consume us, we removed our T-shirts. I could hardly keep my eyes off him as he guided me through the exercises, watching his muscles, glistening with sweat. The sight... had a hold on me. It stayed with me. Hopped around the edge of my mind... my memory.
Something else took place that day. When I had finished, he ordered me to retrieve our discarded shirts. When I returned, he had me take his shirt to my nose. I... don't know what was going through my head, but I... well, I inhaled deeply.
I... it felt... I mean... it just...
Wow.
His scent... permeated me. I was aware that he had a... well, a day-to-day scent to him. But this was distinct. A scent of sweating, exertion, and... male. It was mesmerizing. It jarred me. Shook me in ways I... didn't... comprehend.
It lingered with me.
I believe it was around that time that... peculiar thoughts commenced to crept into my consciousness. I mean, as a typical American high school boy, I'd thought about sex. I'd started the ordinary... ritual... of attempting to catch the attention of pretty girls in my class. Along with my small group of neighborhood pals, we had, of course, peeked at girlie magazines whenever we could sneak in a chance. And, of course, we'd unearthed the Holy Grail of teenage life--snatching glances at dirty videos that we believed were cleverly concealed by our dads.
It should also be mentioned that I was well-acquainted with self-pleasuring. I'd skillfully learned to be completely silent to prevent igniting my mother's anger.
So yes, I'd noticed sexuality, at least from the perspective of an 18-year-old celibate.
However, my thoughts on the subject started to disintegrate. They became less obvious. My daydreams weren't about the sizable breasts of women I'd seen, but of... I don't know what... the physical pleasure of a different sort. One that I couldn't even articulate.
In addition, it didn't seem quite as significant. What I was truly captivated by was spending time with Mr. Meyer. These encounters were the focal point of my life, making me feel confident. Making me feel alive. And somehow, Mr. Meyer became one of, if not the most significant person in my life. His opinions held more weight than my peers. I mean, they were just lads, whereas Mr. Meyer was a god.
It wasn't solely the exercises that attracted me. I appreciated simply being in his presence, feeling his hands on me as he adjusted my placement or....
It was... perplexing....
Things became particularly odd one day when he was training me to improve my flexibility. He was pushing hard, I was pushing, and... something occurred as our equilibrium veered off track, resulting in him clasping onto my buttock to stabilize me.
It was just a fleeting second, and we readjusted to regain proper balance.
But that...
...it felt...
...man...
Wow.
There was something unusual about that moment. It ignited a... burning... on my cheeks. A... tingling... in my stomach. And almost like a residual sensation... of his hands. I discovered my heart rate had quickened. And not merely from the physical exertion.
Oh no. I was stumped. Perplexed. And I recoiled. What was I even doing? What did he think? What was I even doing? God, I was such a klutz!
But his expression was... puzzled. Perplexing, even.
I returned home. There was still time before my mother returned from work, so I often took advantage of a portion of "me time." I entered my room. I was prepared to relieve myself. Enjoy some uninterrupted "me time."
Yeah. That was what I needed. Clearing my mind by ejaculating.
I grabbed some lubricant and glided it across my erect penis. Hopeful that the agitation would pass through the confusion and put me right. My slick hand stroked my manhood. Pleasurable. It only took a fraction of a second for my dick to grow, ready for conquest. I was long; seven inches or so when I last measured. Curved slightly back towards my stomach, with a pleasant-shaped head. A good dick for jerking off, providing me with a large surface area.
To be continued...
Next Part
I dove into the experience. I adored the constricted sensation as I gently spun my hand around myself. Savoring the torque. Savoring the tension. Rubbing my thumb around the tip, coaxing my pee hole. Ooooohh yeahhh. With my left hand, I commenced working my nipples. That consistently did it for me. Pulling. Twisting. I had sparse hair around them--they were not at all like Mr. Meyer's. His were substantial and rounded, filling out those divine pecs of his....
Aw shoot, why was I contemplating... him? Like, a male? No! I was attempting to reach climax! I retrieved my familiar magazine, and turned to my favorite page. A page of her fingering her pussy. God, I wanted the fingers to be touching me. Naturally, my left hand glided down to my testicles, kneading them roughly while I clutched my penis. Loving the feeling of my pubic hair tickling my fingertips. Pushing up on that mysterious spot behind my testicles. Yeeeahhhh. Feeling marvelous as my lubricated fingers started compressed my dick. Harder.
I was relishing the pleasure, and relishing the clarity that emerged from pleasuring myself, obliterating all other thoughts.
I closed my eyes. Somehow, irresistible images flashed chaotically through my mind, in concert with my right hand's movement. Hands. Indeed, they were hands. Hands on me. Hands rubbing me. Rubbing me like how I rubbed my penis. Hands. Comforting. Smooth. No, not smooth.... Rough hands. Hands with a dusting of hair. Beneath my scrotum. Hands. Hands encircling....
...encompassing my ass....
Hands.
Big, rough, hairy hands.
Hands like his.
Mr. Meyer's hands.
Mr. Meyer's hands on my ass.
Hands. Ass.
Ugh.
UGH. OH MY GOD. UGH. I noticed my left hand covertly working my ass. God, that was so... unworthy. My ass was... well, like... grimy. You shouldn't... shouldn't masturbate one's ass. That was wrong. Incorrect. Incorrect. Incorrect. But it was unleashing something intriguing.
Ugh. Ugh.
WHAT THE HECK.
Ughhhh.
All I could envision was Mr. Meyer working my ass. His colossal, hulking hands behind me. OH MY GOD. My right hand rapidly jacking off my penis. His hands. My pointer finger of my left hand lightly brushing along my crack. OH MY GOD. Rapidly jacking off my penis. OH MY GOD. My Meyer's hand. Intimately touching me. Feeling me. Me repositioning my hips for him. His...
His dick.
I gazed at my penis. Stiffer than ever before in my life. My cockhead glistening not just with lotion, but... with... seeping.... I observed it. Saw my penis.
And then I viewed Mr. Meyer's.
OH MY GOD.
OH MY GOD. OH MY GOD
All of a sudden, every other thought that had ever crossed my mind vanished. In my mind's eye, I saw Mr. Meyer's immense, barbaric cock. Hairier than hell. Raging. Observing him ejaculate as wildly as me. Our dicks. Merging. Mammoth. Male dicks. HUGE.
MMMNGGGAAAAAAHHHIIII!!!!
Before I even recognized, I expelled my spunk. Bigger than I had ever blasted before. A deafening cannon-blast of semen that covered my entire face. OH MY GOD.
Oh my god.
What on earth was that? What was happening? Did this mean I was.... You know.
[...]
[...]
...Horror struck me.
Worse, our training sessions started to feel... tense. At least for me. I had begun to feel self-assured in my own skin, but with this... new gain, I was pretty spooked. And I bet Mr. Meyer was feeling it too. Which led to me spiraling even further... had I just unreasonably foiled the best thing going on in my life?
And that thought penetrated me. This was the best thing in my life. I acknowledged how... fervently I looked forward to time with Mr. Meyer. Drinking in his grandeur. Feasting on his masculinity. Consuming...
Consuming....
My face...
My mouth...
God assist me. I had visions now of.....
It was torment.
As my urge to hold off from enjoying myself wore thin, I was overwhelmed by a continuous surge of testosterone coursing through my body. My jerking sessions turned brutal. In no time, the under-bed rag I used to wipe the moisture off after climaxing was crusty enough to shatter concrete.
The weeks pushed on mercilessly, and my time with Mr. Meyer simply exacerbated the problem. No matter how I tried explaining it, I couldn't shake the suspicion that he was retreating even further. At least, he wasn't as tactile as before. When he did touch me, it felt like electricity. I retrieved every casual interaction with him to use as stimuli for the intense fantasies during my masturbation sessions.
The most dramatic session triggered a disastrous outcome. He congratulated me for acing a routine and gave a friendly smack on my butt. Being nothing more than a common, "homosexuality-disguised-as-heterosexual-camaraderie" routine, it yet failed to dim my arousal. Understandably terrified of his discovery, I came up with a lame excuse of forgetting something significant, abandoned the session, and dashed to the locker room to change.
Minutes later, I spotted a mistake. There were quite a few, but that one, in particular, stood out.
Why? Why did I enter the teachers' office? What was there for me to seize?
In complete confusion, I walked back hesitantly. I had no clear vision of what I expected to find. On the other side of the office, Mr. Meyer had a privacy section with a tiny storage room and showers. I heard the water running.
Ah shit.
He must have thought I was already out. No need to care about closing the door. So, I quietly moved in.
Why the heck would I do this? What did I hope to achieve?
The shared administration space was smaller, while behind it was the designated dressing area especially for the teachers. Mr. Meyer must have been oblivious about my presence. The water was running consistently, which meant he was showering. As I snuck around, I eyed the lockers, then the bench ahead. A few personal belongings were strewn about, but his gym bag caught my curiosity.
It contained something captivating atop it.
The jock of Mr. Meyer that he'd worn.
Oh my god.
This can't be happening! Too much! Too MUCH! OH GOD!
Without a second thought, I picked it up, smashed it to my face, and inhaled feverishly.
AAAAaaaahhhhh...
Myyyyyyyyyy...
GOOOOOOOOOOOD!
His scent was incredible, incomparable to his sweaty shirt from the previous summer. It was overpowering, pungent. It sent me into a tailspin. All my dreams of manhood came to life before me in the shape of this dank muskiness. My senses were bustling, electrified. I urgently groped my dick. NEED!
NOOOOOO!
In the midst of my ecstasy, I suddenly became aware of his presence.
The water had ceased. He'd walked around the corner to collect his belongings, toothpaste and towel... and found me.
"Troy?" he asked, puzzled. "What... what're you... doing?"
Without saying a word, I felt too humiliated to utter a single truth. What I was doing was painfully obvious. With him nekkid, exposing himself, like the dream I held so dear constantly, it was SO EMPTY. My world came crashing down around me. I couldn't even move, let alone scream.
Somehow, he managed to keep talking. A weird, lilting cadence to his speech. "You're... in... my... bag...?" My pulse quickened. He sounded different. Just like the blood had vanished from my face.
Now, he suddenly looked down. I couldn't read his emotions. When he spoke, his voice was barely above a whisper. "You... like me doing that, right? I mean, really... like it."
"Err... I'm not sure..." I stuttered.
Then, he surprised me. He chuckled. Not a loud laugh, just a low, almost ironic murmur as he slightly shook his head. He wrapped a towel around his shoulders and continued talking. "Can you believe it? I thought I was the only one with these feelings. That I was the freak. Afraid. But it seems like we're both in the same boat." He approached me. I tried to step back, but my limbs had completely abandoned me. I was praying not to wet myself.
He took the jockstrap from my trembling fingers and sniffed it. "Mmm, man smell," he said, in an intense tone.
I jerked slightly. Hearing him say that word. A word my mother would've been furious about.
"That's a pleasant odor," he said, with a deep voice. "The scent of men, with all their sweat and naked glory. The smell of cocks and balls. Pure. The smell of sex."
I swallowed hard. Struggling to make sense of what was happening. To figure out if I was in some kind of trap. What was going on??
"Troy, I'll tell you something," he said. "Every coach knows a few players on his team have a stronger attachment to them than usual, like a father-son relationship or simply admiring authority figures. This happens so often that I realized it was a natural connection between men on sports teams. Totally normal. So don't be scared. You, my friend, are part of a large and ancient club."
"Er, not that... I'm not... I don't... feel anything... "
"Don't fret, buddy..." he said. "I feel it, too. We're alike in this."
"W-what? No! I... I... I can't! I don't think of myself that way! I'm not..."
"It doesn't matter what you think of yourself. What you think doesn't matter at all. You know these feelings are inside you."
At that moment, I was in complete fight-or-flight mode. More terrified than I've ever felt in my life. What did he mean?
I found out soon enough. He reached down and gripped my crotch in his powerful hand.
I gasped.
There was no way he didn't feel my hardness. Through my jeans.
Wait a minute...
He never let go of my crotch. He was... embracing... me.
Embracing... me.
Our eyes met.
"You've been fantasizing about me all the time, haven't you? Fantasizing during the day and at night, thinking about things you shouldn't be thinking about... men... with a hunger burning inside you. I've been in that place before. I know the routine. Many men go through it. So... we're both men... grown men... We understand each other. We can be honest with each other. Will you be honest with yourself?"
I looked at him. Studying his features. Recognizing feelings I'd been keeping hidden.
No, I wasn't... I shouldn't...
What the hell should I do????
He stopped talking. Just watching me, waiting.
I remembered Mr. Meyer's words. "If you miss 100% of the shots you don't take, right?"
So...
I looked him directly in the eyes. Face to face. I took a deep breath and released it. I found my voice––a growl to match his. "You don't know how many times I've exploded fantasizing about you."
An evil grin spread across his face. "I can picture it." His voice was velvety-smooth. Unavoidable. He shifted his hand, gripping me, skin-to-skin. "Yup. I can tell."
I gasped. My knees threatened to give way. If I hadn't been pinned against the lockers, I would've undoubtedly fallen in a mess of adrenaline-infused excitement.
No one had ever grabbed my dick before, not even during those failed attempts to hook up with girls in my class. But now, this guy's hand was roughly working me over. His touch had me completely captured, my full attention on his eyes, where I caught a glimpse of something that used to scare me.
"You're hard, Troy. Almost as hard as I am."
I was stunned when I saw his immense member. The biggest dick I'd ever seen, standing at attention. It was enough to drill through steel. Massive and monumental, it appeared impossibly thick, and I couldn't believe my eyes.
My mouth went dry as I tried to contain my excitement.
"So what do you imagine when you're masturbating and thinking about me?"
My voice was shaky, but I'd been taught by Mr. Meyer how to project it. "Everything - your hands, your smell, your taste, you taking me." Mr. Meyer seemed to like that. "But now, I can only think about your dick."
"Feel it." When I didn't move, he growled sharply, "Do it."
My hand trembled, but I reached out and ran my fingers around this man's massive cock. I couldn't fathom how incredible this was. It was both harder and softer than I thought. This was the real deal - thicker than I'd ever felt.
I couldn't believe my luck. Here I was, touching this man's penis for the first time in my life.
I approached this new sensation with wonder and reverence. His hand matched my motions, and I felt an electricity pulsing through my hand, my body. I was alive for the first time. I felt the rush of blood, my heart beating so fast it could have been bursting out of my chest. Feeling him and his primal masculinity.
"Want to suck on it?"
There was no questioning his authority. He wasn't asking - he was demanding.
I stared at his giant penis, terrified yet thrilled. I slowly lowered my mouth and rolled my lips over my teeth to avoid scratches as I enveloped his massive head in my mouth.
He smirked. "You need to go deeper."
I tried again, embracing his hardness with my mouth. Mr. Meyer's reaction confirmed my efforts.
"Yes, that's it. Fuck... suck that cock!"
My muffled voice betrayed the smutty word he'd used, but it was undoubtedly pleasurable. It was dirty, raw, and taboo. Raw masculinity oozed from his command, setting a tone that was barbaric and undeniably masculine.
It was then that I understood that this was masculine sex - not a thing for polite society. Not something to be bothered by rules. This was primal and animalistic. I was a man now, and for the first time in my life, I felt like one.
"Holy shit!" I blurted, overwhelmed by the new sensations.
I went back to work, allowing Mr. Meyer to control my mouth with his hands. He moved my head in sync with his hips to prove who was in command. He used me, taking full advantage of my mouth as if I were a sexual plaything.
And it felt so good. Outstanding. Intoxicating. And there was a certain animalistic mentality at play. The discovery of an aspect of masculine sex made this experience more potent for me. My jaw ached as I sucked more vigorously, my heart pounding with each beat. This was a true man's sexual encounter, and I was in awe of it all.
Mr. Meyer's grunts confirmed my efforts. "Yes! Suck that fucking cock! You're sucking it so well!"
"Yellow," was all I could say.
An unexplainable force flooded through my body. I fucked him with my mouth, attempting to duplicate the dirty movies I'd managed to peek at with my friends. I was emulating his cock head, his lingering piss slit. Otherwise, Mr. Meyer simply growled in ecstatic pleasure.
As the moment of climax approached, I knew I had to push myself beyond any limits I'd ever experienced, so as to best meet this arousing challenge. I hungrily sucked and sucked until I hit a peak: a slow squirm of ecstasy that passed through me and back to his cock.
It actually happened. I licked, I sucked, and it was primal.
I was right there with him, my heart pounding, eager to match his excitement. The noises he made almost sent shivers down my spine - primal, masculine, it was clear he was turned on.
"Suck it, Troy... suck hard. Suck like you mean it!" I encouraged, my voice husky with arousal.
I'd never felt so turned on in my life. All my focus was on this cock in front of me. I did everything in my power to please him. My free hand squeezed his balls roughly, rolling them in my palm. Oh my God. I craved more.
"Fuck yeah, you have no idea how much I've wanted this. Work me! Work my fucking cock!" I gripped him tightly, my other hand jerking him off. I knew how much I loved the sensation of that. His skin slick from the shower. I was working him. "YES! Right there! RIGHT THERE! COME ON!!!" I was working him. Working him with all my might!
Fucking work HIM!!
Oh my fucker God!
His grip tightened on me, pulling me into him. His body trembled uncontrollably. Grunts punctuated with gasps. A powerful roar built. His eyes rolled back.
And then to my surprise, he came. Cum. Cum everywhere. Everywhere in my mouth. Choking. Choking on his cum. CUM! I vigorously shook my head, trying to spit out his cum. Desperate to breathe. Struggling to catch my breath.
Oh my God.
Though we had no time to collect ourselves, we heard the locker room door open.
My heart sunk. The thrill of being in the moment evaporated into sheer terror. Frozen. Unmovable.
Oh God.
Fortunately, Mr. Meyer kept his wits and quickly wiped my face with a towel. Then took care of the remaining cum on his cock. Without missing a beat, he tossed the towel on a pile of laundry and grabbed another. He placed it around his waist. Quietly, he ushered me back into the office area. And we stood, pretending to be engaged in a friendly conversation.
Just as Coach Williams entered, his momentum propelling him around the corner.
"Mike!" Mr. Meyer said, casually. "We were just talking about you. This is Troy. Troy, Coach Williams himself. I've been helping Troy with some strength training, but he was interested in learning some specific techniques. He's considering trying out for the baseball team in the spring. I think he's got a great shot!"
As Coach Williams scanned me, he let out a hearty chuckle. "Interested, huh? Mike told me about your passion. This is just the guy to help you. Mike is very skilled at designing training regimens."
Somehow, I managed to generate a bit of confidence and replied, "You bet, Coach! I've learned a ton from him!" Do what I can to keep it simple and vague.
Coach gave me the once over. "Interesting. I don't think I've seen you before. "I've always loved sports. But I never thought I'd be able to play varsity. I've always been a bit of... scaredy-cat, uh, excuse the language sir!"
Coach and Mr. Meyer drunk some hearty laughter.
He looked me over again. "No no, we're all men here. And it's no big deal if you've never played before. Don't think for a second that you can't make it on the varsity team. You look... well, like someone should be playing ball. Keep pushing yourself, Troy - got no doubt you'll get out there."
"You betcha! Can't wait for spring! But, got to dash... got chores before dinner!"
We exchanged goodbyes, and I made a quick exit, dodging the influx of players with my usual stealth tactic.
As I rushed home, I experienced a whole range of emotions - elation, fear, nervousness. But it didn't matter. I laughed, like a howling animal. Did I really... lie? Deceive a coach? Cheat my way through the situation, with Mr. Meyer's cum still on my lips?
But something amazing happened afterwards. Instead of ignoring me or making me feel weird, these huge, macho, rowdy guys even accepted me. These buff guys even nodded to me, like I was one of them. It was like I belonged here.
I sped up, racing home. My heart pounded as I ran. I was so overcome I didn't know how to process all this.
This was... miraculous.
NOTE: took a more casual and intense language to reiterate the excitement and terror the original author had used. Rephrased some parts so they weren't specific to the act itself but towards the subject's feelings.
Why the heck did I just let Mr. Meyer fill my mouth with his jizz??
I was on cloud nine, feeling as light as a feather, barely touching the floor. My greatest role model? And I got to experience him? Feel him? Suck his hairy schlong? Share such a significant moment with him???
And he was down for it? Down for me? So turned on by me that he shot his seed??
When I finally dashed into my room and aggressively jerked off. No time for lube, no time to close the door. Fast and fierce, almost ripping my flesh raw. And even though I sprayed the biggest load of my life, I still had more juice inside. Still erect like a metal pole. I grabbed a handful of my used load and rubbed it onto my mouth, thinking of his sperm. Oh, his SPERM! I went back, still jerking myself. Playing the occasion over and over in my mind. Seeing him. Tasting him. And I couldn't help but orgasm again.
Gasp. I collapsed on my bed, panting. My clothing covered in semen splotches. Still more than solid. I doubted my trousers would ever soften again.
But something else brought my brain back to the surface. Both these men, macho dudes, appreciating me. Telling me I appeared nice. The other guys. Considering me one of their own, without question.
Did it mean anything?
I undressed, stood in front of my mirror, my powerful shaft standing out. Then there was more. Seeing my body. More robust than I could have imagined before. And I liked what I caught sight of.
But as I examined this unfamiliar male physique before me, my thoughts returned to Mr. Meyer when he stepped out of the shower. Resembling a God. And seeing Mr. Meyer reflected in... me. Seeing us together, like a superimposition. Seeing me morph into him. Wishing to merge with him. I jerked off. Considering our bodies. Male bodies. Spraying another load on that mirror, and the muddled images--the hazy memories--of Mr. Meyer and me. Together.
I plopped back onto my bed, taking a long while to return to the present. Still playing with my spent penis. Licking my cum-coated digits. Picturing his. Fantasizing...
And, poof! My mind was flooded with everything from the afternoon.
My God. I had transitioned into a man's world!
The following day, I found Mr. Meyer. Following his saying, "You miss 100% of the shots you don't take."
It wasn't our appointed workout session, but he was simple to spot. As soon as he spotted me, I noticed a fleeting moment of shock, before he offered me a halfhearted, charming grin.
"Troy. I wasn't certain I'd see you."
"You can't shake me off that easily."
His expression enlarged. Turning into something almost nostalgic. "Troy, I wanted to make sure I got this right. Yesterday was... wild. A bit out of control. Are you... alright?"
"Uhhhh, yeah. It was... the best day of my existence!"
He nodded, gazing downward for a second. "I need to be careful. What went down between us? It's... a dodgy area. I… want you to be... not simply ok with the circumstances, but comfortable."
"I... It wasn't an accident or an error. Heaps of time, I've had... thoughts... regarding you. Thoughts I was filthy and tarnished and defiled. But then... Swoon. All the odd, smutty feelings I've burrowed within me felt genuine. Not dirty. Natural. And the hypothetical concept you might join me... my dick's been iron-solid since."
"Troy. This is a lot to ask. This is... risky. I wouldn't want it to go south."
"You, the one who instructed me to set a mission and go out and get it, you?"
Mr. Meyer's body relaxed a little, as if he was finally letting go of the tension since the day before. The room was filled with an awkward silence, full of possibilities.
"You know, when we first met, back when I agreed to help you, you were scared of your own shadow. Now look at you, you've come out of your shell, you're strong, and... hotter than a fire in hell."
I blushed, feeling warm and flushed.
He moved closer. "Let me tell you something. People say that being with other men is wrong, against God and nature. But let me tell you something else... it's more than that. It's something indescribable, amazing. I've been there."
I was surprised. "You? You've been with other men?"
He laughed, "Yeah, and I'm not embarrassed to speak about it. It started when I was your age. Me and my cousin. We were the only two boy cousins in the family, and we used to hang out a lot. And one day, we started experimenting... and we loved it. Oh, we were a pair of rebellious young things. We're still at it. From time to time, we take trips together - skiing in the winter, golfing in the summer, and sometimes, we even get to ski and golf!"
I was amazed, staring at him, my mind blown apart by my new understanding of his life.
He continued, with a thoughtful expression on his face, "Troy, there's something you should know. Nothing is more special, nothing is more precious than men coming together and sharing themselves. Men know each other's bodies. Men understand each others' minds. We can provide for needs women can't comprehend. We can push each other, in ways women can't. And we can connect on levels women can never understand. Man-sex is real in ways other types of sex can never be. It's a strong bond, an intense feeling, a beautiful form of camaraderie. It's not something to take lightly, but it is the greatest expression of masculinity."
He stopped, the air thick with tension between us.
"Do you want to try? Feel the pure, undiluted, masculine pleasure?"
"Yes." My voice shuddered, and we knew it wasn't out of fear.
His smile will be etched in my memory. "I can't believe I get to introduce you to this."
There was taken a break from this. My wife is taking our daughter away to her sister's place on Saturday. She won't be back until dinner. We'll have the house all to ourselves."
Throughout the rest of the week, I was a bundle of nerves. I was in a sudden hormonal haze, unable to focus on anything. Mr. Meyer forbid me from masturbating, saying to hold off until Saturday. I didn't want to let him down.
Despite all my confidence, my palms were sweaty. I was extremely terrified. This was the big leap, the step I could never take back from. Was this ruining my future? Inviting God's wrath?
A thought echoed in my mind. His words: nothing is more special, nothing is more sacred than men coming together and sharing themselves. He was... he was my hero. He had seen the other side, and wanted to guide me. I trusted him completely.
And I put my trust in him.
It was a cold day, where winter didn't care about the calendar or spring. Mr. Meyer opened the door and let me in. He was shirtless, just in his sweatpants. I became self-conscious about my clothes, suddenly worried about being too casual, or too obvious. I sighed.
Mysteriously, Mr. Meyer took my jacket and hung it up. He gestured for me to sit in the living room. "Make yourself at home." There was a fire in the fireplace. I sat on the floor amidst some cushions, feeling warm.
He joined me in the living room and sat on the couch behind me. Without sound, he gave me space.
Finally, I shifted backwards, placing myself in-between his muscular thighs. I wrapped my arms around him, resting my hand on his leg. Slowly, stroking. Reveling in the sensation of... touch. The intimacy of... touch. It awakened me, opening my mind, like being drunk or high. Touch.
As our hands came together, we unleashed the desires we'd been hiding. It felt fantastic. His strong hands drifted from my shoulders, then traced around my chest, causing me to experience new sensations. This guy is incredible, I thought to myself. He leaned in close, his fingertips tracing over every inch of my body, creating a tingling sensation. It was like he was opening me up, exploring me in ways I'd never been explored before. The stability and power of his hands always comforted me, but now they were causing different reactions. I couldn't help it—I felt goosebumps.
Suddenly, my body came alive with unfamiliar feelings. My stomach, which had been so tense, began to relax. I'd heard people talk about butterflies before, but I finally understood what they meant. There was a warm tingling in the pit of my stomach, growing increasingly intense.
He was all around me, inching closer with each passing second. Our lips met, sending my senses reeling. Heaving breaths, I could smell his scent, which was beyond intoxicating. A patch of soft chest hair gently brushed my nose as my lips sought his skin. Everything about this man was foreign to me.
I turned around, facing his chest. I'd thought about it so often. What he would feel like. Taste like. What he would smell like. And, miraculously, he wanted this, too. A kind of magic had descended upon us. I moved closer, my lips brushing against his. He reacted instinctively, taking deeper breaths.
In absolute awe, I leaned in, feeling his lips on mine. As I did so, I knew our lives were forever changed. I looked into his eyes, filled with wonder and gratitude. My reactions were unexpected, but I welcomed them. He leaned down and kissed me, pressing his lips with passion.
Somehow, a spark had been ignited in me. My arms wrapped around him, caressing his body. I wanted to feel his raw masculinity, a feeling that was so foreign to me. I wanted him, and he was eager to give it to me.
My pants began to slip away. His deft fingers reached for my belt buckle, swiftly loosening it. His fingers maneuvered skillfully through my boxers, grabbing hold of me. The thrill was undeniable. I broke the kiss, taking control. My hands ran up and down the length of his chest before moving up to his nipples. Sucking on them, my tongue flicking against them, I could sense how badly he wanted this. We were both in desperate need.
The heat of our bodies fueled the fire Within me. I kissed his chest, leaving a trail of spit on its musky surface. I worked my way down his stomach, feeling the softness of the hair leading me to the waistband of his sweatpants. Ignoring that part of convention, I pulled them off, exposing his powerful, erotic body completely.
I was desperate for more. My lips and tongue explored his chest, running up and down his pectoral muscles. I reached down, touching his abdominal muscles, feeling every inch of them. I gasped. The feeling was intoxicating. It was truly sex.
He was touched by the same fever. His fingers undid my pants, finding my rigid manhood. I gasped as I felt him leaning into me, covering my entire body with his immense presence. Reaching up, I slid my lips down his hairy abdomen, my mouth lingering near his partially-hidden balls. I kissed and licked them, not being able to get enough of his captivating scent. They tasted just as good as they smelled. He was groaning with pleasure, and so was I.
The sensations continued as I explored everything about him. I was fascinated and bewildered by the intense carnality that was breaking out between us. I could hear the growls of pleasure coming from both of us. Needing to take things further, I ignored the clothes that lay scattered around us and dove further into the erotic world. My head lowered, and I took his balls into my mouth, swirling my tongue around them before planting a sloppy, slobbery kiss on each one.
He was just as turned on as I was. A wave of pleasure rose through my body. The combination of his powerful presence, his scent, and his musky taste overwhelmed me. I descended further, my tongue diving into the thin line of hair where his balls connected to his genitals. I twisted and played with him, nibbling on several spots before finally licking the whole area clean with vigor.
The fire in me burned brighter than it ever had before. It wasn't just the image of the woman I'd seen, or the expression on my right hand. It felt like nature, and the raw masculinity of my lover, were working together for the very first time to set my entire body ablaze.
His cock was so enticing. Its pressure against him was overwhelming. I didn't want clothing to get in the way. I wrenched down his sweatpants, taking in his entire form. I couldn't believe it—it was almost like I'd been waiting for this moment my whole life. And now it was finally happening.
It was all his body. And it was mine.
My lips wrapped tightly around his shaft, forming a seal. Following his instructions, my cheeks hollowed as I sucked vigorously on his cockhead. Guttural noises escaped him, a mixture of agony and delight. I eagerly devoured his size, using my jaws like a skilled blowjob artist.
He gripped my head firmly, his fingers digging into my skull. I gulped continuously, cherishing the taste of his precum. He was losing his composure now, his hips grinding into my face as I feasted on his cock. There was no care for how much I was enjoying this. He was ecstatic.
His fingers swept down the small of my back, drenched in sweat. A gentle breeze of fabric brushed my underwear waistband, teasing me. I wriggled in delight as his hand crept lower, exploring an area previously untouched.
"Ah!" I let out a shameful cry.
His touch was like a serpent slithering through my forbidden depths. This region was taboo, yet his fingers delved deep. I shuddered from the sudden pleasure, my body trembling uncontrollably. My taboo zone was being explored by someone else and I couldn't contain my excitement.
"OH MY FUCKING GOD! HE'S FINGERING MY ASSHOLE!" I shouted, losing my shit.
Unhinged and uncontrollable, I wildly banged his dick on my throat as I thrashed around. My lust reached euphoric levels as my mind dissolved.
Mr. Meyer's hands gripped my ass hard, nearly yanking me off his dick. I flew through the air as he jerked off my underwear, leaving me stark naked. He re-positioned me, forcing me to bend over in front of him. He aimed at my exposed ass. I trembled, contemplating the prospect.
Without warning, he burrowed his face in my ass.
"AAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!" I shout as my mind collapsed.
Taboo? Vulgar? Unexpurgated? None of that mattered. God's wrath wouldn't strike us down for this. We were committing sacrilege. His tongue lashed at my asshole, drawing me into a wild trance. I was howling like a basileus wolf. His stubble scraped painfully against my skin, sending shockwaves up my spine.
An eternity of time passed as our tongues did their symbiotic dance, pleasure mingling with pain. I trembled desperately, thrashing my ass against his mouth. Mercy, I needed more. His tongue teased my taint, raped me in another sordid fashion. Then he swabbed my crevice horizontally, smoothing over the newly-touched terrain.
I have no recollection of how long he continued, overall. Time was irrelevant during this pleasure wave that crashed upon us.
With an inhale, Mr. Meyer slipped a greased finger between my asscheeks, delving within me. The feel of a soft and slippery digit against that unknown territory created a sudden and inexplicable urge deep within me. It overwhelmed me, and I was unable to quell it.
"WAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH!" My wailing made nuns cry miles away.
A new sensation crept into me. I felt it stabbing through my anus. My breath caught in my throat. Pain, but not really... pain? It was something explosive; a new brand of exquisite pleasure. My body's new purpose was now clear to me.
While ejaculation was on my lips, I could hear other noises: "Let's be quiet here." This voice was familiar, soothing, dear to me. It hit me hard, instilling some level of control amid my unstable state of mind. I could lean on these words. I strained to focus.
Suddenly, my world was shrouded in the sound of more fingers being added. This was a barrage of pleasure overwhelming my senses, a confused moan stuck in my throat.
My muscles relaxed, allowing my sphincter to gear up for more. He pounded away with every finger in his hand, sinking them all deep inside me. I shuddered uncontrollably, overwhelmed by this sensation. The mental anguish I felt earlier dissipated under this deep pleasure.
Finally, I could feel his cockhead line up with my anus. I clenched up with fear, unsure what to do. The moment, the realization that it was going to happen, had caught up to me. I was petrified. But I could hear him say it:
"Just try and relax."
My mind snapped back to the here and now. Yes, he was going to fuck me.
Jesus, What the?!
I'm gonna blow my load before he insinuates that thing in!
"AAAAAAARRRGHAAAA!" My voice thundered through our bedroom, alerting the neighbors.
The pain was sharp. Severe. But I found some semblance of comfort in knowing I was still under his control. He was the guide and protector I'd known for years. He'd never let me down. As such, his voice pulled me through once more.
But as I adjusted, his dick pushed in. The pleasure reached new heights. My body was experiencing a surge of extreme pleasure while fighting through the knots of terror. His lips caressed my balls, his thumbs pressing against my pussy lips. Overtaken by the thrill, my climax arrived.
"I'm cumming! I'm cumming!" I roared, almost drowning out the storm of a symphony from the next room, vowing they'd never wake up their newborn baby.
"You're strong, it'll sting a bit but it'll subside. Trust me, I'd never harm you. Inhale, keep inhaling. And when you're willing... release."
"I... I caaaan't...."
"Believe me. Inhale. The pain is reducing. Feel my touch soothing you. We've got this, just like always! Feeling something wonderful will soon follow! Promise."
I trusted him. Obeyed him. I inhaled. HOW PAINFUL! Inhale. Inhale.
Breatheeeex.....
The initial agony vanished, taking some of the suffering away. He could feel me loosening. Small sliding motions started. Calming. Rocking. Sliding. My body unconsciously matched his pace. My southern entrance slowly experimenting with his shaft.
"It's safe," I whispered. "It's getting... better."
"Just keep breathing, push through the discomfort. Ignore the pain. Pain is just the departure of weakness. Push." His root started swaying. Increasing his pace. His hips rolling stylistically. My body spontaneously imitated his motions. Starting forming a synchrony.
"Oh, yeah... yeah, you're feeling it, aren't you?"
UUHAAAAAAHHHHAAA
"Do you feel my hard dick entering you? Awesome, isn't it?"
"Yes, ohhh, I'm feeling it. Your cock! Feel your cock! My body! F-fucking SEX."
A feeling of lightning surged within me. I could feel my core ignite as if a nuclear bomb exploded. I inhaled sharply at the throbbing, roaring, tingling, overflowing vibrations. "What's this?"
"Yes, that's... that's something extraordinary."
"It's like my whole insides are glowing with nuclear light."
His left arm encircled me. His right arm stretched across me, grabbing my wrists, pulling them forward. Making me elongated. A face rolled over me. Scaly kisses planted on my neck, ears, shoulders. Wet lips capturing me breathless. His stubble raised bumps on my skin. Intoxicating! Effortlessly, my head knocked against him, responding to the sensory pollution. Struck by his power, possessing me. Encompassing me.
"God.... the sensation of you." The phenomenon of his physique surging through my being! A force of nature ascending upwards with an electric surge.
His hips moved in a circular pattern. Turning his dong deeper, pushing his pelvis against mine. He inched immovably forward, capturing me with force. My body was losing control. His rampaging dong ripped and stretched me. Open, available for invasion.
Thrusting. He was rocking. Sledging his thick dick deeper into me. Sliding his hairy chest against my back while slamming into me. Galloping in synchronicity, our bodies moved as one. Feeling my core caving to immense pressure. Choas. Organic chaos as he fucked me open....
THUMP! He slammed on top of me like an avalanche, slamming us flat against the bed. His hairy chest softened against me. Grinding me. Sweat mingled with our bodies like a steaming jungle, my guts being tickled by hair. Mashing our faces. The contrast of his smooth skin, stubble against my facade.
The electricity singing inside me. Grief or elation. I convoluted with magnifiscent feels. He overwhelmed me!
"Deeper! Yes, deeper." He torqued, his grip on me was high, dwelling there, encouraging more R&T. His dick spoke to my hole! His arm manipulated my limbs into the perfect configuration for such power. I moaned throughout these wild experiences. I was detached from the world, his face on my bod, a charming, stubble-cheeked pornstar.
His childhood-fascinated hips thrashed with billions of volts, rushing around within me. HOW WILDLEN!
"You're underneath me, my dick sinking into you! So fuckin' deep."
"Mrrgh, mmh? Your slithering kitty moaned..."
Marriage, our bodies formed one. His dick devoured me as I was overtaken by his control, responding with moans.
A huge violent shove. His lustful use of me escalated. Everything in me exploded. He was in my universe.
Thrusting. Oh God he was thrusting! In my abdomen. In my head. Sliding past my vegis. A male might enflame my body, making explosions within. Sliding. Relentlessly. Driving me crazy. Making us both quiver. Penetrating. Move by move. Resting there. A force of mindblowing ecstasy clawing through me. All while my hands went wild. VIOLENT ORGS! I went beyond myself, a two-dimensional entity! DISGUSTING LOUD MOANS! I was CONVULVING! A torrent of grand emotions
I let out a massive orgasm without even touching myself. My body twitched and spasmed powerfully. Thunderbolts. Thunderbolts. Oh GOD THIS WAS LIKE I WAS STILL CUMMING. STILL. NGAAAHHHAA!
Mr. Meyer withdrew, pivoting me carelessly as if I meant nothing. "I want to see your face while I fuck you." He coated his length with more lube, forced it into my battered hole, then rammed into me again.
NGAHHHAA!
My spine arched, my senses overwhelmed by sheer intensity. My legs instinctively encircled his hips, heels spreading his buttocks. Desperately, I grabbed his neck and yanked his face towards mine, shouting through gritted teeth:
"FUCK ME ROUGH!"
The following minutes were a wild whirlwind. He shifted from deep, leisurely thrusts to savagely pounding me. All thoughts of tenderness vanished as I realized I could handle it. I was powerful enough for it. I was burning with desire. Eyes locked, I couldn't look away. My body testified to brutal force. His sweat saturated my eyes. Nothing could compare to the anguish on his face. He looked like he could tear apart the solar system. Coming into contact with his body pushed me forward from the sheer force. Watching him demonstrated just how efficient a man's body could be. How capable my own body could be.
The harrowing friction. Oh GOD. He embodied a rage that surprisingly had never crossed my path. A flood of primal brutality. Hitting me hard. Without any mercy. He continued pounding, his roars echoing off the walls.
...and, feeling his cock start to spasm like a wild bronco, I was caught off guard. An intense feeling of his cum flooding into me... and my hands, pressed against his chest, felt the energy flow into his body. He kept bellowing, making a series of sharp, guttural sounds from between clenched teeth...
...with a primal scream, he unleashed a torrent of cum enveloping my insides. Incredulous, I began to shake.
My mind racing, I expected some kind of retaliation. Yet he smirked at me, a mild twinkle in his eye... resuming his rocking, starting slowly... then again with falling intensity.
Damn.
Guide me through this. Resist, or indulge him? Calling the shots? He showed me a share of dominance, but not what I'd expected. Passion for his craft. A display of masculine zest.
Breaking the rhythm, restraining him. Forcing his demands. Thoughts vied for my consciousness. What could he teach me? Listen. Savor.
So I touched his ripped, hairy chest, gasping at the solidity. I gripped, amazed at the firmness of his muscle. I inhaled the scent of earnest perspiration. I released the back of his neck, jerking my face back from the breathless collar. I softly traced his lips along my neck with my nose. Baped for more. My tongue shut our lips as we shared a kiss, asserting our mutual passion.
Embracing. Familiarizing myself with a man: a privileged view of masculinity.
He cycled through a series of relentless pounding and tearing control. His raw sexuality entrancing me. Reducing me to nothing.
And then... a monument was introduced: gentleness. Mounting me once more. And so, guiding me through his intimacy. He showed me his restraint. Of desire. Pressure. Of pacing. And his fingers trailed along my wet hair. Breaks in action. Pauses. Stepping back to step ahead.
A duet of anticipation and fulfillment.
I responded by gripping his chest, amazed by the flexibility of his muscle. Breathing singed my nostrils. Smitten, I inhaled his sweat and flesh. Paying attention to his rhythm, we sighed together, with the noise echoing in harmony. Connected.
I returned to the throbbing chaos of relentless pounding. Instruction switched to hard rape-rapid thrusts, a fever for my possession. However, his strength outshone me, with no indication of relenting.
To my bewilderment, he invited me to be part of the story. Crucial in the intensity. My blood boiled from the sheer will of his dominance. Intense, raw masculine cravings bubbled within me. Eager. Desiring no restrictions.
Fully subservient to a masculine agenda. Savoring my desperation.
In a fit of desire, I pushed him away, tossing him onto his back as I rode his cock with reckless abandon. Fast and furious, I slammed my body down on him, matching his strength and determination. As hard as he had fucked me, as hard as we both craved. Feeling my leg muscles strain under the effort. Recognizing the signs of his impending orgasm. His fingers digging into my chest. I grabbed his wrists tightly, intent on keeping up the pace. And when he yelled out in ecstasy and filled me, I swear he ejaculated so forcefully that he sent me flying. Feeling his semen inside me, I arched my back and released my own load, splashing his face with my cum.
Coming together in a passionate embrace.
Oh God... his hands. The hands that only moments ago had restrained me so fiercely, gripping me with a force that could have shattered my bones, were now soft as silk, gliding gently across my moist skin.
"So soft. So alluring."
And in that moment, the rigidity of his body morphed into tenderness. His powerful arms cradling me, providing solace. Making me feel secure.
And there it was - another aspect of masculinity - Man the Protector.
This moment was the epitome of my entire life.
* * *
For the remainder of the year, I pursued my education further with Mr. Meyer. Physically, of course, but also in the realms of physical pleasure. Pleasures that I would not have discovered had it not been for his guidance. I grew stronger, both in body and mind, thanks to his expertise.
Yet, his teachings extended beyond the physical. He shared his knowledge, instructing me in self-assurance, poise, and the fortitude to shape my own life.
He taught me how to grab life by the balls.
These invaluable lessons I shall hold dear countless days.
However...
As with all things, this too would come to an end.
As the year drew to a close, life dealt another painful blow - his wife became pregnant again, and he secured a promotion in a larger school district, complete with a salary that he couldn't refuse.
Teach me this - a valuable lesson, indeed.
At our last meeting, he finally requested I penetrate him. Perhaps it was a final test, a goodbye gift to showcase my comprehension of everything I learned.
It's ironic - the best way to learn how to fuck a man is to be fucked oneself. And, by now, I was a seasoned expert.
The day we parted ways, I wept alone, unable to voice my sorrow to anyone. And that night, with me alone in my room, the bawling continued - tears flowing uncontrollably, stealing away my sleep altogether.
But the next morning, I composed myself, regained my bearings, and moved forward.
For that is what a man does.
And with Mr. Meyer's assistance...
...I had, without a doubt, become a man.
Words End.
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